"After 80" 13 deepest lonely

"80 the latter, from the beginning of the text, less than the free compulsory education, beyond the distribution of institutions of higher learning, in an expansion, through five passes and slay six硕博have been a few years as it is, liabilities of thousands. Seeking livelihood of 10 Year round,披星戴月,秉烛titan, has hundreds of thousands. the property market prices, lack of buyers, was voted the stock market, the following year to more than shrink, depression into a disease. health insurance said, the Bill does not seriously ill, twelve. "This description of 80 After the text, saying there is a deep behind the helpless. But if these can be self-sharing, and following it with these lonely Who ... ... 1, wandering alone in the streets, watching the bustling streets of the crowd, who欢笑着face, those who are do not belong to you, you just a passer, not left with nothing, nothing left over, then what kind of excitement, and then what kind of busy, but the more background you languishing in the crowd, raised his head in silence and you can not find a familiar face ... ... 2, a man huddled in bed, unable to sleep, his mind thinking about the question of why the dark as if a huge spider web, including your parcel, thick blanket, you feel好冷, took out his cell phone from under the pillow only to find that you do not know who the call, therefore, but another side to the pillow, you were head indent yard, gently hold his knees, like a child to get hold of their own, then, there it will be cold ... ... 3, some people hate you, some things, and even hate of the world, you always wonder, why are you, why all the suffering to bear must be you, you just want to make a ordinary children, have been happy End of his childhood, reading, looking for work, love ... ... However, all so ordinary, for you, but so difficult ... ... you feel there seems to be behind the eyes, the smile with ironic look at you, and then, shaking shaking his head, walked away ... ... 4, the face of the computer a daze, his coffee has gradually cold, stretching out the headphones of the melodious music, at this time, is the early morning, you do not know when this became like a cave animals in general , do not want to hide from their own nest, when the sun began to fear the outside, hate to go out, those who faced the door, you feel that they do not even have your computer Desk cold cordial, sometimes, the virtual world, indeed beautiful than the real world ... ... 5, are you against the window, through the misty rain, watching the strange quiet of the city, you do not know how long to stay here, you do not know what you will meet people who do not know you will not What kind of memories left behind ... ... points cigarette, smoke-filled, you quietly上眼the microphone and enjoy this moment of silence, in the past let him do all the past now, from this year onwards, you should learn to recognize unfamiliar people do stranger things have been strange life ... ... alone in a foreign land for different customer ... ... 6, you get used to a person in the school hallway to use plug pocket beautiful walk, no goal, no end, you just want to go step by step to do, come to their own until exhausted, you learn that only a person's time alone to solve some problems with thinking, regardless of your conclusions are right or wrong, are not matter ... ... you look at the busy playground, mouth, gently up the trace of a smile, a sunset, you pull of the shadow long ... ... 7, you dream to see her / him to leave, woke up crying from the dream, looking at the empty room, you come to face the stage quietly, watching the mirror, their pale and haggard face, the moment you burst into tears ... ... 8, you get up early morning, empty house, you give themselves a cup of hot milk, Oh sitting in the warm heat of the sofa on the balcony, the readily opened next to the thick books, lazy winter sun and warmth According to the people around you and the serene silence, unknowingly, you once again fell asleep, snoring softly under the banner, as a懒猫. 9, been indulging in the memories of you, the do not want to wake up, do you recall the scene and friends will laugh a little, do you think of some of the previous embarrassed, and will be a little blush, you think of some of the previous helpless, they will softly deep sigh, you think of her, it will bite the lower lip down, you cry you are afraid to speak out ... ... to ... ... 10, point you in the bar a beer, listening to loud music, watching the dance floor in the twist of the crowd, you face unlimited, ice-cold beer has been cold from the esophagus to the stomach, you moan softly ... ... and then the , with the dazzling lights, the name of the foot lightly beat Pakistan on stage, your back like a stone ... ... 11, no longer crying Institute, the Institute will not disclose their feelings, they say that you cold-blooded, but only where you smile, you know, there is no need to try to let people know you, know me for my share, I do not know me that I want anything else, the tears can not solve any problems, will only lead to noise, a lot of things, we can move, it can not shed tears, because once free their feelings, broke down in tears as afraid of their own will. 12, to take part in a gathering to drink a lot of wine, but it has not passed out, eyes squint to see the world from光怪that she has to tell their own, do you like this feeling, take it upon itself to face Taiwan, poured cold water on a point in the face, and then looked at the mirror a giggle, a good thing ... ... the United States the world ... ... 13, who's in love with her / him, but did not dare to sully the feelings, has been unsung treasure it, no matter how her arrogance, no matter how unreasonable her, whether she allows you to air on the number of times, you have been Let her in, you understand that you are now to what she can not, do you understand the cruel reality than love, you understand that you want to be able to give her things, you love only with her ... ... Finally, when you courage to find her, to find every possible corner of her, want to understand everything she said, they found her side, has been able to let her well-being of a person who does not love her a lot of reasons, the reasons for her love ... ... no longer exists